She may be little for now but I know I am raising a queen and I want her to know it from an early age and never forget it.I named her after a flower which ironically is the only flower i can draw and have always drawn .Im not too good at drawing maybe thats why i write so much because i can describe how i feel better than i can draw.
She is a true flower she blossoms and lights up a room and even in the hardest of times ,she still blooms. Just like the flower I named her after.
MOTHER
To be the person with the sweetest name.
A name that carries the most sacrifice.
Motherhood is a beautiful journey.
A journey your never truly ready for nomatter how prepared you think you are.
Filled with many twists and turns but what remains is the special bond you form with your child.
From the moment you feel them move in your tummy. The nine months you walk together where you know you are not alone.
You share your food ,your body, your emotions.
To when you hear their first cry. As the nurse gives them to you and you hold them for the first time in your arms .
Those precious moments and the emotional rollercoaster involved from fear, to pain, to joy and everything in-between .It binds you to them for eternity.
You find your strength in them,You learn how strong you truly are.
Looking into their beautiful eyes and wonder how it is possible to create such beauty and innocence.
How beautifully they fit in your arms and how peaceful they look and it is through that peace that you learn patience and perseverance.
You also finally get to see ,feel and understand exactly what love is.
The pain ,the scars ,the sleepless nights when they fall ill, the constant pressure to be better.the bills
Sometimes overwhelm and make us doubt the process and the journey .
However, on those days ride out the wave for as long as it takes. But don't allow it to burry you alive.
Know that it is all worth it because, you get to give someone else a chance at life .
It's hard because you have to keep delivering but isn't that the best challenge .
Nothing worth while ever came easy.
You have to put up with the rain to see the rainbow.
