My thoughts play loudly in my mind like the sound of a hundred thunders.
My heart beats so loud that I hear it through my ears
I'm sweaty from the horrors I see when I close my eyes
My sense of smell is overwhelmed by the scent of fear
My body can't take it any more
I wake when I'm meant to sleep and I sleep only when I'm granted a moments rest from this living nightmare
I am consoled by the visions I foresee of better days
I find solace in my own embrace nobody knows who I am
Nobody sees what I can be all they see is this shell of a body that has been worn out.
It all fades away into the background now.
I awake from my nightmare of a reality.
Open my eyes to the sun's beautiful ray's that warm me.
The sounds of a birds chirping and the view of my bed overlooking the unending ocean where I have unexplored adventures.
I leave my bed of slothfulness and escape into the beautiful horizon of unlimited possibilities.
Where my dreams become my reality.