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Wednesday, July 11, 2018

PERINATAL LOSS / LOSS OF A CHILD

 CHILD LOSS IS NOT A N EVENT IT IS AN INDESCRIBABLE JOURNEY OF SURVIVAL
see my post on it-is-ok-to-cry
 dealing-with-loss. 

You felt me before i knew you.
I loved you when i felt you.
You changed my life and gave me a new tittle.
Being your mother is truly a gift 

You became a part of me and will always be.
You comforted me when i was sad and moved to show your concern.
You danced when i laughed .
We shared this body and in you i learnt to love.

A love i cannot describe .
A feeling i cannot express
I dreamt of the day i would meet you.
I made plans for you .
Not knowing God had different plans for you. 

Our journey was cut short 
I had to let you go .
I carried you for every second of your life and i will carry you for the rest of mine.

Nobody will ever understand the feelings i have 
Nobody will understand our connection  but i feel you .
I love you 
I think about you 

Although it hurts  and most days i find myself crying .
At the sight of other children playing .
I know you are playing with the angels .
One day i will be able to play with you .

The looks of pity.
The silent whispers.
The false understanding those saying sorry seem to have.
Nobody truly knows what it is like 
and i pray that they never do,
So as the days go by and the pain fades away.
Watch over me and be my little angel as you have always been
I will always be your mum and i will always be a mom even when they say i am  not.
TSM