SWEET DREAMS BECOME NIGHTMARES
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A soul being conflicted,or am I just complicated.
A battle from the deepest part of me that I wish to set free.
Alone I toss and turn as I yearn for peace of mind.
Will tonight be any different ? will my soul be tormented or shall it be at rest!
Will I live to see a tomorrow? will I be ok!
Love has become my disease.
How can the one person you love be the one that brings you to your knees.
Trapped in emotion.
So much so you cant crawl out of the hole.
Self inflicted
Not knowing how deep you've dug yourself in until it's too late.
Alone with nobody to save you but yourself.
Holding on to yourself as if you might just disappear.
At this point you reach a new beginning
Two wrongs can't make a right and you have to choose to make it right.
Drag yourself to crawl.
Hunch till you stand.
Don't be tempted to look back .
When you stand ,walk till you run and never stop running.
Adjust
to the rhythm of your heart beat and soon the thudding will ease and
you will breath a sigh of relief and exhale the past with the new beginning.
The past doesn't define us our current choices make us who we will be tomorrow.
You where a child then now your a woman.
